Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Kryst Is A Good Boy

Not even.

Dead set we all know that.

*yawn*

so here I am writing a random blog about random stuff

oh god rockband is so annoying atm
fuck sake 41 songs to do...IN A ROW D:

oh check this shit out.


[c=57][b]BoBby Azn DrAgOn!! Who NoEz How 2 ConnEct AniMal CroSSiNg To Wii-Fi Net?????[/c][/b] says:
ur cool mate


Motherfucker! I know im cool! dead set im famous.

I was born cool
i was born in antartica
I shit out ice for kryst's sake
Im so cool people come to me on tips on how to be cool

shit!

anyways im bored like hardout


:)

Chase made me write this blog dunno why maybe cause she wants to keep playing pretend and think shes the master....she thinks shes not the bitch

but she is..

chase be a good girl?
yeah right :L

I love this girl.

Dead set she means everything to me
she's always making me smile even just thinking about her ..
shes perfect.
Through my eyes and always will be.
I never want her to leave my side.. <3 style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;">I love you, Chase.



Btw. Lucky Shapes Chip.

Got further than me LOL!

<3

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Mmm..



Blargh.
I feel terrible.
So this is my venting out method
I cbf dealing with shit atm
Im terrified of losing her
I dunno why i think I will
I dunno..

Im just.. scared..

And it sucks so bad..

I love her oh so much
she makes me smile..

she keeps me alive. truely.
shes perfect yet i dont feel so perfect
I feel like she deserves better
all I do is make her upset
hmmm..

but..I dont want her to leave my side
god. im clingy...
hmm..

I have issues..
I just want her to trust me
I never ever ever wanna hurt her
its the last thing ill ever do
I dont wanna be like Ahem.
Im far from it
Im better than him..

Or..am I?


*sigh*

Im just..scared I guess
but I shouldnt be
she says she wont leave
and I believe her
yet i fear losing her
but over what or who..
I dont know

Maybe Im the one who will ruin us
with this "fear"
maybe me being so scared will fuck things up
Blah. not like i havent fucked things up before
im used to it

what should I do..

hmm i wonder if she thinks im just like everyone else

cause im far from it
I do love her.
with all my heart.
and for the first time.
ive fallen inlove.


Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Om Nom Nom <3


I can't stay still,
There's but so much to say,
It can't wait,

I can hear the angels calling for me..

Sometimes I wanted to cry,
When the world turned it's back on me,
Somehow I just knew,
I would find you,
But didn't know I could love you so much,
I didn't know I could love you so much,
But I do..

Sometimes I would stay up all night,
Wishing to god you were by my side,
I didn't know I could love you so much,
I didn't know I could love you so much,

Please don't go,
I would never leave you here,
Your the reason I want to live,
You'll always be safe with me,
Your the reason the world changed for me,

We will always have each other,
In our time of need,
Baby you mean the world..
..to me..





Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Juggalo<3'zJuggalette

I love you;
You didn't need a key to unlock my heart;
You walked straight through;
And everyday with you gets better and better;
I wouldn't want it any other way;
Though its way to soon to say this;
I just wanted you to know;
You mean everything to me right now;
And I never want to leave your side;
I can't stop thinking about you;
It's a movie playing in my head;
Just me and you;
Those 3 words that leaves your lips;
Gives me hope and keeps me smiling;
ThirteenOhSevenOhNine;
The day you finally became mine <3