Today I...

• Woke up
• Smiled
• Got up
• Talked to my boys; Zom+Joe
• Put on psychopathic music;
• Chilled;
• Waited for my uncle;
• Talked;
• Excited bout seeing my baby
• Waited;

• Got a phone call
• Frowned;
• Teared up;
• His dead.
• Txted Chase;
• Said I was sorry
• I hope she understands

Now Ill..

• Go to zomayas;
• Hang out for abit;
• go home.
• go to my family thing
• the morgue
• Come back
• Hopefully..
• Talk to Chase.

I hate this world
Its such a beautiful place;
With beautiful people;
But somewhere..
Something fucked up
Now the world
Full of Corruption
Violence
Rape
Death.

I didnt get to see my babygirl today;
I hate it...
I love her;
I miss her;
I really need her here with me..
She keeps me alive.
Im sorry;
I truely am;
For not being able to go today
I hope you understand.

You mean more to me
than anything else

Honest.

My Life;

My life is average
I need a job
I need money
I got friends
I got best friends
Zomaya
Nathan
Beth
I got enemies
I got haters
I hate people myself

I have a crew
I have boys
then i have MY boyz
theres a diffrence
1 is for hanging out
the other is to hang others

I quit smoking
I quit drinking maybe?
Most likely
I quit weed
..since ages ago

I play my guitar
I suck at it
I sing
I Suck at it too

I listen to my juggalo music
It keeps me happy
I love my face
MCL;

Im a Lo at heart
I love everything pyschopathic
I love ICP
Dark Lotus
Twiztid
You get it

I barely eat no more
Theres never food at home
I have minor problems
Pft; no big deal

My friends have problems
Its life;
My dreams are violent
Just like me?
Im sadistic as fuck
Even called heartless

I love who I am
Even tho im not perfect
I dont think im hot tbh
Im far from it in my eyes

I have a guy after me
He hates my guts
Im not scared
Ill have a pipe to his face soon
Thanks boyz

I laugh too much
I smile not often enuff
I dont get angry easy
I get cut easy; durno why
I hate myself sometimes
but realize theres no point
Im scared of life
its way to big for me

I dont care for most things
Like sex
Yeah its cool
But bleh no need to rush into things right?

I love violence
it makes my blood run
puts a smile on my face
Im weird
I like torture

=\

I watch people die
Its a habit
Im scared of death?
No.
Not even close

Theres a cannibal I know
His a juggalo
I love his face
His rad

Then theres another cannibal I know
His my brother <3
I love his face
He means alot to me

I dunno what Id do without my Fam
they hate me
but they keep me alive

I wanna move out
With my babygirl
Itll be rad
just me and her
..if she wants :D

So sum it up
My life is average;
Average life for an average guy

But one thing is above avergage;


And thats you;
Chantel Elizabeth Brady;

You mean the world to me
Your opinion is of highest value
If your happy then I am
Id do anything to keep that smile on your face
I do love you;
Ever so much
Not even a month and yet
You mean everything
I cant be angry at you
thats the truth
Dont say youve fucked up
Cause you havent
I love who you are
your unique
perfect
beautiful
everything ive dreamed of

You smile
I smile

You love me
&&
I love you

130709

Dear; Motha Fackos

You know what fucks me off?
Drop dead serious straight edge kids; or people who take things ever so seriously;
Like fuck
I smoke, I drink, I used to do weed;

and I got mates who do it too, No im not "trying to be cool" Im who I am;
I WANT TO DO THOSE THINGS;
I love it;
Yeah im quitting most of it but thats another one of MY choices
I really hate people who get in my face about it

Why do you smoke?
Its bad for your lungs?
Why do you drink?
You can still have fun without drinking?
Why do you do weed?
Its bad for you?

Motherfuckers; SHUT UP!

Drop Dead for all I care;
I Smoke not because im addicted because I WANT TO?
why ? i dont fucking know, I just feel like it; Somedays i dont wanna smoke because im like
BLAH! i dont want it!

I drink; Yeah so get off my fucking back for it; lots of people drink; its legal! It tastes awesome; sorry but you cant get Vodka flavoured fucking drinks unless its vodka! And yeah i can have fun without alchie but I also like having fun WITH alchie!

Drugs; yeah some drugs are fucked up but weed; I mean come on; that shit is supposed to be legal! Its not even that bad; depends on how many times you use it; its not addictive; you dont NEED it; If you smoke it once every now and then good on ya; if you smoke it every fucking day; then yeah thats fucked!

I just really hate all these straight edge kids telling me what to do and saying;
im so disappointed in you

well buddy;
Go fuck youself;
Im dissappointed in you for taking life too fucking serious;
YOU GET ONE FUCKING LIFE
USE IT! DRINK SMOKE DO ABIT OF WEED! no serious harm;
but dont be all like OMFG I DONT WANNA DRINK BECAUSE ITS BAD FOR YOU OR I DUN WANNA SMOKE CUZ ITS RLY ADDICTIVE!

you cant die from ONE drink or get addictive from ONE cig;
Dead set; Get offmy back for being me;
Don't like me for me? Fuck off and die in a hole;
Cause tbh; I prefer you fuckers down there

Kryst Is A Good Boy

Not even.

Dead set we all know that.

*yawn*

so here I am writing a random blog about random stuff

oh god rockband is so annoying atm
fuck sake 41 songs to do...IN A ROW D:

oh check this shit out.


[c=57][b]BoBby Azn DrAgOn!! Who NoEz How 2 ConnEct AniMal CroSSiNg To Wii-Fi Net?????[/c][/b] says:
ur cool mate


Motherfucker! I know im cool! dead set im famous.

I was born cool
i was born in antartica
I shit out ice for kryst's sake
Im so cool people come to me on tips on how to be cool

shit!

anyways im bored like hardout


:)

Chase made me write this blog dunno why maybe cause she wants to keep playing pretend and think shes the master....she thinks shes not the bitch

but she is..

chase be a good girl?
yeah right :L

I love this girl.

Dead set she means everything to me
she's always making me smile even just thinking about her ..
shes perfect.
Through my eyes and always will be.
I never want her to leave my side.. <3 style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;">I love you, Chase.



Btw. Lucky Shapes Chip.

Got further than me LOL!

<3

Mmm..

Blargh.
I feel terrible.
So this is my venting out method
I cbf dealing with shit atm
Im terrified of losing her
I dunno why i think I will
I dunno..

Im just.. scared..

And it sucks so bad..

I love her oh so much
she makes me smile..

she keeps me alive. truely.
shes perfect yet i dont feel so perfect
I feel like she deserves better
all I do is make her upset
hmmm..

but..I dont want her to leave my side
god. im clingy...
hmm..

I have issues..
I just want her to trust me
I never ever ever wanna hurt her
its the last thing ill ever do
I dont wanna be like Ahem.
Im far from it
Im better than him..

Or..am I?

*sigh*

Im just..scared I guess
but I shouldnt be
she says she wont leave
and I believe her
yet i fear losing her
but over what or who..
I dont know

Maybe Im the one who will ruin us
with this "fear"
maybe me being so scared will fuck things up
Blah. not like i havent fucked things up before
im used to it

what should I do..

hmm i wonder if she thinks im just like everyone else

cause im far from it
I do love her.
with all my heart.
and for the first time.

ive fallen inlove.

Om Nom Nom <3

I can't stay still,
There's but so much to say,
It can't wait,

I can hear the angels calling for me..

Sometimes I wanted to cry,
When the world turned it's back on me,
Somehow I just knew,
I would find you,
But didn't know I could love you so much,
I didn't know I could love you so much,
But I do..

Sometimes I would stay up all night,
Wishing to god you were by my side,
I didn't know I could love you so much,
I didn't know I could love you so much,

Please don't go,
I would never leave you here,
Your the reason I want to live,
You'll always be safe with me,
Your the reason the world changed for me,

We will always have each other,
In our time of need,
Baby you mean the world..
..to me..

Juggalo<3'zJuggalette

I love you;
You didn't need a key to unlock my heart;
You walked straight through;
And everyday with you gets better and better;
I wouldn't want it any other way;
Though its way to soon to say this;
I just wanted you to know;
You mean everything to me right now;
And I never want to leave your side;
I can't stop thinking about you;
It's a movie playing in my head;
Just me and you;
Those 3 words that leaves your lips;
Gives me hope and keeps me smiling;
ThirteenOhSevenOhNine;
The day you finally became mine <3

C-C-CHASE FACE !

CHASE!

zOmg! what a rad kid!
shes so small.
SHE HAS MAD HAIR! ;D
and shes my wife!
Tagged Nathan's Bebo!
cause we're EPIC!

she's a juggalette!
A pretty radcore juggalette too!
we had sex 700,898,001 times yesterday!
in 5 diffrent positions!

Her cousin is an em0!
we laugh at her ;D
*tackles chase*

When we ride!
WHOOP WHOOP!

she likes; BLACK, RED, PINK!
red is cool! just like her!
AND ME!


mainly me... no not really.



i LOVE chase!
because she's a girl!
and IF i liked a boy
ID BE...
Gay or Homosexual
or something...


don't hurt her or ill come after you
with a hatchet ;D

ZOMG! BYE!



Things that sound like CHASE:


Chase.
Face.
Lace.
Trace.
Mace.
Case.
Pace.
Race.
Base.
Taste.


Btw Chase is god!

CHASE
Rhymes with MACE

maces are round!

round is a shape!

shapes are chips!

PEOPLE EAT CHIPS!

people came from monkeys!

monkeys are all over the world!

THE WORLD HAS MANY DIFFRENT
colours! and genders!

GOD IS MANY COLORS AND GENDERS!


CHASE

IS

GOD!

The Life Of Kryst & Gabriel Strange

Once upon a time, when Kryst was a depressed attention seeking sad emo cunt he was out in liverpool with his gf at the time. Like a motherfucking rainbow comming out of God's ass, the two kings met, Kryst and Gabriel Strange, and from that very fucking day they were tighter than a virgins cunt. (L)

Bahh! nah but man, me and Gabs went through a fair bit together. We were always there backing each other up even tho we lived so fucking far. His a clown when he wants to be, serious when he wants to be, but mostly, his retarded...as he was born to be. ;D

Good times lay ahead:

• Cam's party, Motherfucker you just ate the soap that Cam rubs his balls with. Baha
• The entertaining fridge...with a horses head in it (Y)
• Our cardboard box helmets, yeah fuck we cool kids, cept you...cutting the dam hole the wrong way...oh you know what im talking about ;D
• Gabriel's weird retardedness at random times
• Smoking weed ;D never smoked till I met you bahaha you fucked me up
• Staying at your place every now and then ;) epic hangout place
• Oath, new years ^^ with the firecrackers and shit haha and us rolling weed on that dudes car....which I keyed by the way...hahaha
• Gabriel you have a very very very sexy guitar ;)
• Watching that stoners cartoon...with frylock and shakes and meatloaf bahaha HUNGER TEAM AQUA FORCE...........or not....i cant rememeber...
• All that emo bullshit you had to stand when i was in that phase before, pft. Fail.
• Helping each other out with relationship problems, all the time.
• ;D our...talks about sex lmfao "can i see your vagina?" Aw mad pick up line bro.
• Aw shit i dunno what else to say...THATS IT...for now =D oh wait, we got cams party soon more fun =D

And after all that shit, I've changed and stopped being a whiny lil bitch ;D ...most of the times...bahaha PS: i like brokencyde and bmth suck my balls motherfucker =D

"As long as you keep rocking,
I wont quit,
I breathe for you,
I bleed for you,
I'd fucking die for you,
Thats why I call you family "

<3

She Made Me

I was so messed up and all alone,
She walked past and I took her home,
My little toy, my little whore,
Been through hell since the age of four,
Bitch was crying as I dragged her upstairs,
I love her but she doesn't even care,
Nothing I do can ever make her smile,
Depressed, she smacks her head against the tile,
Its like a prison cell, an underworld cage,
shes dispises me and full of uncontainable rage,

Kept her in that hellhole for so many years,
Losing her is one of my greatest fears,
She was like the moon, the sun, the sky,
The only girl I ever look in the eye,
No one knows how much she means to me, No one has a clue,
And throughout all these years she's starting to love me too,
Upstairs I can hear her cry, wishing she could die,
So I stay with her and relive this love that's just a lie,


This love is something I cannot forget,
Now its gone and it ain't comming back,
This love is something I cannot forgive,
Now its gone and it ain't comming back,

She was, a broken soul losing her mind,
She's always there comming from behind,
Insanity has crawled into her head,
Feeling my flesh slice open as I lay on my bed,
I see her looking down at me, holding a knife,
She was crazy, she was losing it, she was trying to take my life,
Tears are running down her face, dripping on the floor,
And just like that she bolted for the door,

This love is something I cannot forget,
Now its gone and it ain't comming back,
This love is something I cannot forgive,
Now its gone and it ain't comming back,

My friend's all saying im whack,
Falling inlove with a girl who's knife was in my back,
But there she is standing by the tree,
My hearts racing but my anger sets me free,
I slice her throat and squeeze all the air out of her chest,
I'm alone and psychotic, I got no one left,
Breathing slowly, It ain't the right girl,
The image of her body, bloody and dismembered makes me hurl,

Sitting on my couch I can't get rid of these feelings,
What I don't know is that she's hanging from my bedroom ceiling,
The sound of blood dripping, I race upstairs hoping shes back,
A shockwave runs through like im having a heart attack,
I close the doors just in case,
She's hanging there with a smile of her face,
A wicked smile and a note around her neck, It read:
My love for you will never ever die even if I'm dead,

This love is something I cannot forget,
Now its gone and it ain't comming back,
This love is something I cannot forgive,
Now its gone and it ain't comming back,

I was so upset I hunted everyone down,
Put a bullet through the chest of all the guys in town,
Took a hatchet to every girls head,
Yeah, You can see me standing at the end of your bed,
I'm behind you with a knife around your throat bitch,
It slides through, I wrap the body up and throw it in a ditch
My heads fucked and I'm there biting the head off a dove,
There is no peace, I lost the only girl that I can love,

This love is something I cannot forget,
Now its gone and it ain't comming back,
This love is something I cannot forgive,
Now its gone and it ain't comming back,
This love is something I cannot forget,
Now its gone and it ain't comming back,
This love is something I cannot forgive,
Now its gone and it ain't comming back,

KrystKore Vs Bigandhard1

(KrystKore) Im going to sound weird but Ninjas are hot (fuck yerh!!)
(KrystKore) Will you be my ninja?
(bigandhard1) mmmm sure you start ;)
(KrystKore) im walking through a forest and decide to sit down on a rock, I sit down and notice someone is watching me
(bigandhard1) sitting in the tree in my tight ninja outfit i look down on you (fucking sexing ninja)
(bigandhard1) you in your little skirt and tight top i can see right down your top
(KrystKore) I get a bad feeling and i look around, "no one here..." i take off my top and lay down "gah..its so hot here"
(bigandhard1) as you lay down i slide down the tree and sneak up on you
(KrystKore) I sit up and spot you "OH NO A NINJA" I scream and back away into a tree (whats a ninja doing in the woods?!)
(bigandhard1) quick as flash i have hold of you up against the tree
(bigandhard1) dont be alarmed i have come to make sure you are safe ( D: I DUN NOE YEW! )
(KrystKore) "you fool" I whisper, "you foolish fool, you made a really bad mistake" I look into your eyes and smirk, I slowly slide off my skirt..
(bigandhard1) pulling you in a kiss you harddropping my sword
(KrystKore) -I throw a deku nut to the floor- a bright light burns your eyes and you are surrounded by smoke, you look at me and it is I, Kryst, the Elite Pas Warrior, you look to the left and right and you spot 2 males and a female, I pull out your sword and decapitate your head, and I slice off both your arms, My two men,Gabriel and Zomaya grab your body and hold it whilst the female, Beth runs towards you and roundhouse kicks you in the groin, I throw your sword into your heart and kill you, the evil dark ninja. Alas another victory for PAS.
(bigandhard1) ...... what was that?
(KrystKore) ..... I begin to crawl into a ball and cry, "how is he even talking, his dead..." I sob and my tears give you an erection, "Oh no! his gonna rape me up my bum bum" I look towards my PAS Crew and they shrug.
(bigandhard1) ..your a dipshit
*** bigandhard1 has gone offline.

Kryst Vs Bigyounghardcock

(KrystKore) ill rp ;)
(bigyounghardcock) you female
(KrystKore) 21 f aus babe
(KrystKore) u?
(bigyounghardcock) 18 male canada
(KrystKore) Okay ;), so what are you?
(bigyounghardcock) brother & sister (eww INCEST)
(KrystKore) Alright you start
(bigyounghardcock) ok i thought i was home alone and i get out of the shower and walk around naked (...w-w....WHO DOES THAT?)
(KrystKore) i sneak into my room through the window and does a roll, I then get up and look around "No ones home...good" I close my door and lay down on my bed (see that? I fucking rolled)
(bigyounghardcock) i hear your door close and i walk in your room to see whos here i walk in to the room and see you and i say omg and cover up
(KrystKore) What the fuck? YOU COVER UP! i yell at you as I chuck a brick towards the door and get out of my room freak
(bigyounghardcock) i am srri i thought noone was home
(KrystKore) "So did I" I get up and walk towards you, trying to push you out of the room
(bigyounghardcock) i push you back and say were you come from you went out last night didnt you arent you grounded
(KrystKore) "grounded? what the hell, your not mum or dad just fuck off" I yell, I walk towards my desk and pick up and pencil and head back towards you jabbing the air "Ill stab you"
(bigyounghardcock) ill tell mom and dad you went out
(KrystKore) "Ill stab you again cunt" I jab the air once again furiously this time (swear ill do it bro)
(bigyounghardcock) i use the fact you went out when you were grounded as a blakmail
(KrystKore) I thrust the pencil at your chest, it breaks..."...fuck.." I swear out loud, I take a few step back towards my desk my skirt gets caught in a hinge of a drawer and it rips
(bigyounghardcock) i say so what are you willing to do for me not to tell
(KrystKore) "...Ill do your homework? or something like that..?" I take another step closer to the desk and my skirt rips off completely
(bigyounghardcock) i look at you and say getting naked for me are we lol (..eww freaky incest guy)
(KrystKore) "ewww...what? NOT EVEN" I pick up a jar and glare "dont you dare try and rape me Mr"
(bigyounghardcock) i jump and lay on your bed i wasnt gunna rape you
(KrystKore) "Ha! well I have a secret to tell you" I wink and walk closer
(bigyounghardcock) and what is that secert (...IM A GUY! AHAHHAHA)
(KrystKore) I open the jar and scream "YOUR DYING!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHHAHA YOUR DYING OF SWINE FLU!" I scream like a maniac, I then drop to the floor and pick up my hatchet with two clean swings both your arms fall off, your body falls backwards onto my bed you scream like a little bitch, Ijump on you and begin to bite into your neck the skin breaks and I rip out your vien I laugh and scream "AHAHAHAH" your evil sister has won this battle
(KrystKore) is your dick hard now?
(KrystKore) baby?
(KrystKore) Baby you still there? I didnt chop your dick off..you can keep going
(bigyounghardcock) yea kinda (...you..get turned on by your arms cut off and shit?)
(bigyounghardcock) lol
(bigyounghardcock) ok
(KrystKore) your turn.
(KrystKore) :)
(bigyounghardcock) i look at you like your weird and i tell you to shut up and suck my dick(as a joke) (...as a joke...aww mad)
(KrystKore) btw your dead, how the fuck are you even typing? like seriously....what are you? some sorta zombie? omg zombies turn me on! pretend to be a zombie and go RAH!! and ill suck your zombie dick
(bigyounghardcock) RRRRAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (aww....cool story bro)
(KrystKore) I begin to suck on my cock
(KrystKore) i mean YOUR COCK
(bigyounghardcock) i thrust making it go to the back of your throut
(KrystKore) It goes too deep and pops through the back, you evil son of a bitch you just killed me
(KrystKore) Hey what is wrong with you?
(KrystKore) Can you please grow the fuck up and do this properly?
(KrystKore) I was just about to jizz in my pants
(KrystKore) Im flaccid now thanks.
(bigyounghardcock) ok (..his like i didnt know clits can get flaccid)
(KrystKore) arent you gonna suck my dick and try to make me feel good?
(bigyounghardcock) huh what (...OHFUCK THATS A GUY)
(KrystKore) I shove my cock in your mouth
(KrystKore) you suck it like the bitch you are
(KrystKore) i fuck your face and you moan cause my sexyness just overwhelms you
(KrystKore) i then move over to your body and insert my dick into the hole on your neck which used to hold your head
(KrystKore) I fuck it and the blood rushes out and over me Oh dude I just came
(KrystKore) get me a tissue
*** bigyounghardcock has gone offline. (...aww)

The Things I Do To Make You Laugh...

So, its like 1:56 right now and previously Me, Beth, Gabriel and Zomaya encountered some "pedos" as one would call it, there are 3 convos, one which is a group and 2 which these two freaks decide to "roleplay" to which I felt like fucking with their heads and making them regret their actions.

Yes, I'm a sick son of a bitch (Y)

Im only gonna post the convos with me cause I thought it was amusing :) in a sick sort of way. With many cheers from the other 3 I decided to step in and play with their heads only to make them realize I'm a dude.

I did this to make my friends laugh ^^, I do alot of things to make people laugh so yee boiii!
(Y) Sick and fucked up is a part of my nature so get used to my weird, sadistic, sick ways. Kthnx.



The first convo with some fucked up guy named "Robert" seriously if your reading this HARRR!!! BAHAHAHA you sick motherfucker I seriously want to lay a fucking hatchet in your head. Get the fuck off habbo and stop being a god dam pedo cunt. (H) This is on MsN. btw he thinks Im a chick ..bahaha. fail for him.

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Robert- oh haha -smiles delightfully- it's okay! haha alrigh! ready ;)?

Kryst--puts on a wizard hat and a robe-

Robert- Sexy ;)

Kryst-I cast Lvl 3 eroticness and turn you into a beautiful girl

Robert- Excuse me? -confused look- :S (IMMA WIZARD BITCH!)

Kryst- lesbain roleplay?

Robert- I'm really a guy seeking for some intimate male and female cyber intercourse :S (Rofl? Intimate?)

Kryst- oh okay thats okay then, straight it is

Robert- -smiles and Winks- Okay, off we go :D (weirdo..)

Kryst-I meditate to regain my mana, before casting Lvl. 8 Cock of the Infinite ;)

Kryst- I spend my mana reserves to cast Mighty Fuck of the Beyondness

Robert- Can we PLEASE PLEASE -begs you- just get to the sex! my dick is hard! (desperate much ?)

Kryst- Don't fuck with me bitch, I'm the mightiest sorcerer of the lands I steal yo soul and cast Lightning Lvl. 1,000,000 Your body explodes into a fine bloody mist, because you are only a Lvl. 2 Druid. Robots are trying to drill my brain but my lightning shield inflicts DOA attack, leaving the robots as flaming piles of metal.

Robert- I'm a what?! (....a Level 2 druid ...-rolls eyes- )

Kryst- King Arthur congratulates me for destroying Dr. Robotnik's evil army of Robot Socialist Republics. The cold war ends. Reagan steals my accomplishments and makes like it was cause of him.You still there baby? I think it's getting hard now.

Robert- my dick is But what are you talking about?! (..did you not read my -puts on wizard hat- line? )

Kryst- u dont roleplay? :S

Robert- I want cyber sex

Kryst- okay well i have a fetish for pirates so everytime you dosomething go HARRRRRRRRRRRRRR ;) massive turn on, okay you start and dont forget to go HARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ( readers..goign HAR! doesnt actually turn me on..okay?)

Robert- Alrightey then -confused look whilst pulling underpants down to my ankles-

Kryst-yuforgot to go HARRR BABY

Robert- HARRR BABY! ..:S (HAHAH! ...HARRR BABY!!)

Kryst- ;) okay go on

Robert- -starts to kiss you and then moves down to your chest- HARR!

Kryst- ;)

Robert- -starts to move down lower and then pulls your panties down, starts to lick you out, tongue going deep and deeper. HRRR baby i scream whilst watching a smile come upon your face-

Kryst-who said i smiled :S

Robert- sad face- :( im sorry (LMFAO DOWNER!)

Kryst- i think you need more experienceyour like a lvl 1 mage on wow trying to take on Hobbs (World Of Warcraft Refrence (Y) )

Robert-Please! no! May we start again from when i pulled your panties down! please -begs- :)

Kryst- okay

Robert--Pulls down your panties down wildy with my teeth, throwing them viciousley on the ground then starts to lick you out- HARRR baby i scream -licks more- HARRR!

Kryst- i bend over and harvest raddishs ;) cuz plants turn me on

Robert- -sticks my penis in your rear end (your anus) then i thrust, i keep going and going-

Kryst- wait wait it hurts, owww, OWWWW, ouch

Robert- Oh boy! i'm about to come! (ew...........nasty)

Kryst-MY ANUS IS BLEEDINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, YAY1, MY ANUS! IS BLEEDINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!, WTF DID U DO TO MY ANUS U ANUS RIPPER, :(

Robert--Takes Penis out- Oh i cummed in real life (Oh ew...btw you lasted like 20 seconds...-rolls eyes- freak)

Kryst- yeah i have to say something about ur cyber sex...

Robert- Yes? :)

Kryst- IM A GUY BAHAHAHAH OMFG U JUST JACKED OFF TO A DUDE WTF ARE U GAY? LMFAO BAHAHAHAH U STUPID PEDO UR SO FUCKING DIRTY OMG MAN U RIPPED MY ANUS WHATS WRONG WITH U U SADISTIC SON OF A BITCH BAHAHA SERIOUSLY MAN OMG UR SUCH A FOOL! HARRRRR BAHAHAH ARE U THAT PATHETIC TOGOHARRRR BAHAHAHA UR SO FUCKING STUPIDD OMG GO FUCK UR WIFE

Robert- FUCK (then he blocked me xD )

btw add this fucker if you wanna make fun of him (Y) ladies.man87@hotmail.com



Bahaha anywhos! next guy whats his name ...MICHEAL! bahaha u freak i think u should call that premature ejaculation number (Y)



Micheal- =gets naked nd u see my big dick=

Kryst- -takes off my shirt and exposes my big breasts- (my boobs are quite small D= )

Micheal-licks dem=

Kryst-- i didnt take a shower and i just came back from sport...so its all ewyy and sweaty -

Micheal- mmmmmm sweat nd crust ;) takes ur panties off=(.....O_O FREAK!!!!!!!!)

Kryst--reveals a bump around my crotch :(

Micheal-=licks u out=

Kryst- -eww thats my penis...what are you doing? are you ...bisexual?-

Micheal-=fuks u hard=

Kryst-what are you doing?! HEY! hey! HEY?! stop...STOP! -raises hand-...stop that..no.NO...N..o! S-t-o-p.

Micheal-u got me m cumming (ew.....disgusting brew)

Kryst-omg u lasted like 10 seconds

Micheal-im cumming ova u (-rolls eyes-...u wish......faggot)

Kryst- Thats it! fuck you! imma rape you now! ITS MY TURN BITCH!
-i flop out my 18inch dick and bend you over and fuck u up the ass, my big penis rips open your anus, i yell out OVER 9000!!!!!!!!!!! turn super saiyan and then fly thru the roof fucking u in the ass rly fast, i tear off ur hands and legs and then chopp off your dick you explode as i comeinto your ass and ur dick explodes due to my awesomeness-

Micheal- fuck u u fuckin freak...

Kryst-Im not the one who fucked a guy who i thought was a girl...and jerked off to him...and correct me if im wrong but your the one with the atomic bomb penis -rolls eyes- freak. (Y) good job u just masterbated to a guy

(Y) good job cunt. your offically a faggot. michael.downey1@hotmail.com

Thats about all the fucking around I can deal with tonight.

xO;;

Hey Dad..?

Do you believe in ghosts, demons, angels, satan or any kind of mythical or paranormal being? Well, I believe in all that because I've experienced a few "encounters" as one would call it and because I'm so bored I've decided to write my stories up there's two so YAY! =)

"..the age of 8 is when one is considered
to be mature enough to chose your fate..
And that is the age Satan chooses
to offer you a deal.."

Apparently at the age of 8 is when "God" thinks you are old enough to make your own decisions and this is the age where Satan decides to come to you because you are so gullible at this age. This is my story about what happened when I was 8, I used to live in Cabramatta in one of them townhouses. Well one night I was sleeping in bed and had a terrible nightmare to which I can't remember, all I know is I ran into my mum's bed and slept there. When I woke up I saw something at the end of my bed. I peeked over the covers and I noticed it was the back of someones head, it had short black wild hair. As I looked at it I got an uneasy feeling...at the end of my mum's bed there was a wardrobe with a mirror on it, this is the first time I've noticed. I looked at the mirror and I saw his face. He looked at me, his eyes stayed dead still, not a single ounce of emotion in his face. Naturally I got scared and hid under the blankets tugging on my mum's shirt, she woke up and asked "What's wrong?" I told her there was a man at the end of the bed, She took a look and saw no one there. I looked over the covers again and he was gone..to this very day I remember it clearly, I remember his face and his face. Who was it? I don't know..
But since that day I've become quite interested in demons and devils and other fairytale creatures like every other kid just...more on the grotesque side.


"Hey Dad?..Dad?..Whatever"


Last year I went to Cambodia for some family holiday thing which by the way...sucked. Anyways what happened at one of the hotels has stayed with me for quite awhile and I thought I feel like writing about it so YAY! Well, I was staying at one of the hotels in the country side, so you'd expect a not so comfy place, I didn't care. Me and my dad booked in one room and my mum and my lil sister and lil brother got another because they only had 2 beds. My room was directly opposite to my mums just so it would be easier to get things from her bag if I needed it. One night my mum and dad took my lil sis and bro out to each and stuff and being me I didn't want to go as usual, I hated being there so I really couldn't be fucked with anything they did. I was in the room watching tv and txting a friend of mine all night, I got bored of watching the tele so I layed in bed and kept txting my friend. I was in bed with my back facing the door and the lights all turned off. After an hour or so, I heard the doorknob rattle and I heard a key slide in, It was my dad. "Hey Dad?..Dad?...Whatever" I said getting no response from him, I assumed he had a good night cause he went straight to bed. During that night as I kept txting my mate, I heard him get up several times, open the fridge and open a can or go to the bathroom. Taking no noticed I sent a sms to my mate saying "fuck my dads like up all night...he cant go sleep, its so fucking annoying". Eventually I fell asleep after talking to my mate for quite a fair bit.

I woke up and looked around my room and noticed my dad wasn't in bed, I guessed he must of woken up early and went down to a restuarant and got something to eat for breakfast. I decided to go get something to eat also so I took a shower and got dressed and went into my mums hotel room. As I walked in I saw my dad sleeping heavily on one of the beds and my lil sis and bro sleeping on another. "Uh...what the fucks he doing here? Jeez if he wanted to sleep more he could've stayed in our room", my mum looked at me and replied "Yeah, he drank heaps last night and passed out here". "What..? No he wasn't he was sleeping in our room", my mum looked at me weird, "No. He was sleeping here all night I had to keep an eye incase he vommited plus the keys to the room is ontop of your tv". Eyes wide I ran into my hotel room and checked the ontop of the tv, shes right, the keys were there. I opened my fridge and noticed all the cans were open but they were all full. Woah what the fuck I thought. I walked into the bathroom and noticed there was no light bulbs...so all that time Ive seen the bathroom light go on and off but there was no lightbulb. Freaked out I went to my mum and told her what happened, she was suprised and replied "Funny, for some weird reason I could smell blood all night". A few hours later as we were walking down to grab food my mum had a nice chat with the hotel owner.

Apparently,

This hotel was used as a prison for the Khmer Rogue and alot of people have died here.

The Things That Make Life Grey

I hate this. Today I just found out two of my mates passed away..and what from? some fucking drunk driver..fuck. Sarah and Bryan are two of my closest mates .. and I know them so well I could write a whole book for them without even having to think.. They're the most trusted friends I've got and they've always been there for me..and to think I won't have them here no more...just sucks so much.. If there is a God, Your fucked. I can't see how you can take someones life away when they havent even done shit wrong...your as bad as a serial killer..

So this morning I got dropped off to the hospital to find out, Sarah passed away...I dunno who cried more..Me or Bryan, Bryan being her bf was obviously more devastated...He sat there in the car watching his gf die..fuckk thats just...messed up man, just to make matters worst the moment I got home Bryan's sister called telling me he too passed away... Karma...God...whatever you want to believe in, its messed up and twisted and fucks you over... If there is a heaven, when I die, I intend to tear it apart and drag it down to hell..Lets see your God now.

R.I.P
Sarah Neil
&&
Bryan Scott Wiltlin

Triggered Memories

Wow. How longs it been?...I've lost track of time, I've lost track of who I am, I've lost track of you... Shit..I'm sitting here listening to songs and all I can think about is you.. It's been so long but I miss you so much.. 6 months and a few more isn't easy to forget, have you? I really don't care what others say about me and what they think about me at the moment but I do miss you and still care and love you.. It wasn't doing stuff with you that I miss most.. It was being with you and having you there besides me.. I know you've got someone else now and I'm heaps glad for you.. I justg hope things work out and don't fall and crumble like we did. Not like us..

xO;;

Born Killer

I Stand, It's four, hatchet tapping against your bed,
What the fuck is going on through my head?
3,2,1, I drop the axe on your throat,
Quickly I'm out of there before I get caught,
Grabbing trinkets, drops of blood and pieces of flesh,
Keeping drops in a vial to keep it fresh,
Lungs pacing like a kid with a panic attack,
I'm out of the scene, left a crack in your back,
Just like when you threw away my trust,
I end up beating your fucking skull to dust,

Surrounded by a wall of a thousand knives,
None of those let anyone survive,
Each and every single one used to take a life,
Your son, your daughter, your wife,
I can't sleep I can see them in my mind,
Living under me, Got your whole family confined,
Downstairs with my axe, pouring blood as they speak,
My heart skips as I'm smacking them making a macabre beat,
I'll show them the true horrors of me,
Fuck it, Cut it, Smack It, Look how sadistic I can be,
Don't bitch and don't you dare cry,
I'm right behind you with a nail for your eye,

So you think you can overcome a killer?
(Hell Yeah)
And you think you can win the fight?
(Fuck Yeah)
How bout you take a hit at me first?
(Why?)
So I can decide how your gonna die,

In the blood, It runs through my veins,
Ain't it fucked when your the one feeling pain?
Run cause once I catch up your dead,
How's it feel being the one on the other end of the axe head?
Your surrounded and founded, praying to your God,
Let me show you my style, my death squad,
I'm like a demon, the devil, a flesh eater,
Run, Run, Run back to your leader,
Your stuck in a corner, terrified and sick,
I'm creeping and I'm comming real quick,

Your on the wrong end of my crowbar,
The cops dragging your body off are scarred,
On the news for my hatred of humanity,
Nah I don't hate, I'm just reeking of insanity,
Discarded crowbar left in your fucking jugular,
Ahaha! Left you with an ear to ear smile scar,
I'm maniacally depressed and obsessed,
All my nightmares were once repressed,
Now they're out in the open, living my life of sin,
Arms and legs and body bags in my bin,

So you think you can overcome a killer?
(Hell Yeah)
And you think you can win the fight?
(Fuck Yeah)
How bout you take a hit at me first?
(Why?)
So I can decide how your gonna die,

It's raining blood, its dark fucking red,
This shit you put yourself through cost you a head,
Still want to fuck around with the best?
I keep my axe in your chest,
Leave my knife in your back, a hole in your neck,
Your limbs mangled like you were in a car wreck,
So now you learn your lesson, so don't be hating,
Never fuck with the son of Satan

So you think you can overcome a killer?
(Hell Yeah)
And you think you can win the fight?
(Fuck Yeah)
How bout you take a hit at me first?
(Why?)
So I can decide how your gonna die,

Murdering A Hoe

It's ten past four, I'm walking through your back door,
Swinging my hatchet your blood hits the fucking floor,
"Now stand up slut or I'm gonna rip off your skin!"
Struck the bitch again as I drink my coke and gin,
Like a demon possessed me, my eyes roll back,
Spill more fucking blood with another attack,
My boots are muddy and there's blood on one,
My minds racing, What the fuck have I done,

I can't sleep at night,
I toss and turn and bleed,
I can smell her blood,
My instincts need to feed,
Sharpened knives and evil eyes,
I've noticed the knife wounds,
Are spelling out my name,
Life ain't fun unless you play it like a game..

Call Upon Your God

"..I think its funny how..
The toughest criminals and thugs and whatever,
When they're on their death beds,
Like the day before they fry,
They like to go all a sudden,
They like to go all religious,
I heard it like 9 out of 10 inmates on death row,
They're all ultra religious,
That's because they're about to die,
They're about to meet what's after death,
It's funny no one wants to turn to God until its too late,
Until your about to die.."

~Dark Lotus

I seriously dislike ultra-religious people and hardcore atheists. Both your groups don't know if God is real or not, yeah maybe his not and maybe he is. YOU won't know until you die so stop being all..

GOD IS REAL! THE BIBLE SAID SO !!!

or

GOD ISN'T REAL! HE NEVER IS REAL !

The bible said so..? Jeez grow up kids, how bout you use "God's" given "will power" and think for yourself for once, and why are you guys always contradicting yourselves? I've had a few convo's with religious people and they are so ARGH! like what the hell every two lines you guys contradict and make yourselves look so dumb..here's an example I remember from awhile ago;;

Him: Don't talk about the pope like that..God doesn't like people who are
Satanist and people who hurt themselves
because God doesn't want any of his creatures being hurt

Kryst: Yeah cool, well it's my life and I can say whatever I want,
And the pope is just some faggot they put up,
God didnt choose him so it doesn't make him any better than us..

Him: If you said this to my face I would've beaten the shit out of you



Wait What?!. First his all like God doesnt like his "creatures" being hurt and now his willing to hit me? Wow. Aren't you a smart one..Shit if God, Satan, Heaven and Hell is real..I'll be waiting for you in Hell. See, Im satanist...No. That doesn't mean I worship the Devil and no I don't perform rituals and summon demons. God has his 10 commandments so does Satan and I follow his rules over God's anyday. For all we know, God is the good guy and Satan is the bad guy..How do we know this?...from an old, dusty ancient book.. This is the stereotypical view of Heaven and Hell from the christian's and catholics view;; If your offended by anything I say, all I can say is I don't care..

Steretypical view;;

Heaven - A peaceful place where angels live and you can do anything you want, its a utopia.

Hell - A burning underworld where you are tortured and put into painful situations.

Cool. Sound fun for heaven and shit for hell?
Here is a satanist view of Heaven and Hell;;
One of the many branches of Satanism that is;

Heaven - A place where you serve under God, peacefully

Hell - A place where you and Satan are equal, there is no higher power,
Just equality..

Pretty diffrent aye? Of course. No torture, No pain. Just equality, Isn't that how we all want this world to be? Don't we all want a place where everyone is equal and there is no higher powers that can control us? *yawn* Don't bother answering..


Atheists are funny kids they believe science and evolution created our world. Sure, Im not going to say its not true nor will I say God didn't create the world..I have no idea, I wasn't there when the universe was created.. so all you atheists that are 100% sure there is no god, what was before the big bang? and if you have an answer for it...what was before that?


Snap this is a long blog, anywho im outta it for now;

Ciao <3

The Life Of Kryst And Johnny Brew

Fucking oath man. I recently talked to one of my mates who I've had a long history with, we've shared the best of the best days I've ever had in my whole life haha oath lil boys we were man. Can't believe how long it's been, Johnny and me were like tight as tight can be..His my brother and always will be aye. Shit remember all the trouble we rocked up? and all the bullshit stories we pulled out of our asses HAHAHA. Fuckkkk we were young and so retarded but aye like you said thats how we roll. I miss those days but life's new and fresh at the moment, we need to hang out again. Oh brew remember all these:

- You comming over my house every single day bro, If not it was me going to your house haha
- Acting like hardcunts then inviting 2 random kids to a fight
- Playing Ps1\Ps2 on my failed shit tv upstairs, the only colour it had was Purple..haha like wtf
- Our first time making Migoreng..I didn't know it was DRY, I kept it in the water and poured all the shit into it and we were like WTF taste like shit man !
- V and Tony living next door
- Saying Hey V kiss Tony on the cheek then she cried LOL wtf brew !
- Beating Tony, smacked him down with our smackdown moves !
- Johnny clicking it at those 2 dumb asians and throwing rocks at them
- My lil sis dropping her bowl of noodles and we cracked up
- SPIDERMAN HAS AIDS! Rofl !
- Us pretending to be wrestlers, we had wrestling names and shit and even finishers XD sad
- Throwing rocks at cars then running away when the cars stopped
- Filling up one of our neighbours garbage bins with water and then walking off like nothing
- Me accidently throwing a massive log at this lil girl LOL
- My uncle T breaking a wooden pole in my backyard with a punch...tuff kient

Oh bro! fuck that was the days haha and fuck we talked trash like no 2moro, all we did was pull out bullshit from our mouths.. Oath, memories are fucking sweet and neverending.

Eshayz, Hang out soon lil brother;;

A Broken Mind

I can hear his words being spoken,
Fuck! knife in my hand, my soul's broken
Feels like a dream, feels like I've been smoking,
Tied a rope round their necks now they're choking,
He can hear everything I'm thinking,
Someone give me pills and let me get to drinking,
I've forsaken everyone, killed my own god damn kin,
Now you wish you never had a 4yr old son,
Ended his crying with my fucking shotgun,
This evil I can't repel,
Fairytale kisses don't break this spell,
I'm scared and I'm shaking,
You've left your life for the taking,
This is all the work of Satan

Fuck, I'm out of my mind I'm losing control
Everyone I get close to end up dead and cold
Throats sliced make me happy,
Say what you will of me,
I'll always have my fucking family,
Nowadays I can't fucking sleep,
Everyday his making me weak,
Controlling me from the inside,
Not even a chance to hide,
Not sure how long to be alive,
There's a lot to fucking realize..

Through Still Eyes

"...Through Still Eyes..."

Day by day, I've watched friends and enemies battle it out with their fists and their mouths. I've seen happy relationships fall and crumble from outsiders, lies and hidden motives. While everyone is noticing everyone around them change and the world changing they forget to look at themselves. We've all looked at someone else and shunned them or praised them for their uniqueness, we've all wanted someone to change to be better or worse as a person, but what we don't see or even imagine is us changing. You are unable to see the full extent of your change, you can see the minor outcomes of it but not the whole thing. You think you know yourself more than me but you don't. Hahaha. Not even close.

"...why'd you break up..?.."

"..Who got hit..?.."

"..What! why would he.."

My world is filled with these simple lines. Relationships die all the time, I've been through it a few times. It's never easy but why fall down onto your knees and curse?..Why shut yourself away from the world you once loved and wish you are not apart of it all? Your just falling down a dark tunnel now, falling so fast you cant hold onto the walls, you dig your nails but they break and bleed and you scream.

You scream...

Don't bother kiddo, life is tough. Get over it. Do me a favour and dont rip yourself apart piece by piece, your not just hurting yourself your hurting everyone around you. Nowadays we got more to worry about I've got mates roaming the streets getting picked off one by one, getting smacked and slaughtered alive. What for? I've got no fucking clue and honestly...I don't give a shit. Why don't I give a shit?..Simple. I never hear the full story of it, all I ever hear is one side of the story. But how can you hear the full thing when the other side won't talk to you? I don't know and I don't care. The tough will always take out the weak it's nature. The Law isnt your friendly neighbour its a virus, full of cracks and mist. Its there but theres always a gap between you and it. You can't really grasp a hold of it and let it help you, it doesnt work like that...Wanna know why? Corruption. I know my share of corrupted people and how easy it is to turn them against their best friends. No matter what people say they are mostly lying and two-faced. Not saying everyone is....just quite alot of people. You won't know who to trust 110% until you die, those who cried are yours, those who cared are yours, those who never even took a second guess at your name..Can go to hell.



"..When hearts turn cold,
and the world lies,
Truth is told,
Through still eyes.."

Driven Into Madness

"...Killing is just another pleasure.."

What drives serial killers into that mindset?

We've all had that urge. You all know what I'm talking about..you've been angry and pushed about and you cant take it no more, your hurt, your upset and you just wanna let it out..whats the easiest way to do that? hurt the person who's been hurting you...you visualize yourself standing before them and inflicting an enormous amount of pain. You punch, kick, stab, hit, whack, break, shoot, snap..you'd do anything to make then feel sorry...then as you realize your sitting on your bed you feel foolish, maybe even scared to think you would do something like that. Well you shouldn't be because by doing so you are releasing a lot of your anger and rage into thin air...now what if you acted upon those instincts...well you wouldn't be in your fucking room right now, you'd be right there with a knife in your hands pushing it in and pulling it out of their chest. Where is your mind at the moment? It's not with you, its somewhere away and it can't hear your call for it. Its easy to say you would kill someone and easier to say you won't but I can surely tell you, all you need is a slight push and your over that fucking edge, your running lose, you cant think, you cant scream, your heart is pounding and your hands are soaked in blood. Everyone in this shitty ass world are hiding behind make-up, fake smiles, false pretense and emotionless voids, anyone in this world can snap at anytime, from your so called friendly neighbor to a fucked up mum who has just killed their own kids with a fucking hatchet.. Your best friend can turn against you at anytime and stab a knife through your back. So if everyone is capable of going crazy and falling into the rift of madness, who can you trust?

Instinct.

We Aim For The Things We Fear

You don't know who you are.

No one does.

Simply put, you can be the nicest person in the world, always caring, always putting your friends first and never would you think of stabbing them in the back. Pfft. Dont get cocky cunt. I know you more than you know yourself, I've seen minds warped and broken when situations arise that arent in their "comfort zone". How much will power do you have before you crack? Hmm. Let me put you in a game where you are forced to choose between life and death, all you simply have to do is pull that trigger and face the barrel towards a friend.

Can You Pull That Trigger?

Don't even say no. Don't think for one second you wont ever, ever, ever pull that trigger. You can't say you wont do it. You can't say its not in you. Why? Because your not in that fucking situation. Your mind right now is set onto "carefree mode", you can think straight and clearly right now, your putting your friendship before your very lives...you know not to pull that trigger. Hahaha, you..fucking..wish..! If your life is on the line, your mind doesn't think straight. Not even for a second, its running around, its trying to find a way to get out of your head, its like a scared lil boy lost in the dark. It doesn't know where it's going or what to do once it gets there. People change at diffrent times, it's not hard to change someone..push that person to an extreme and you will get a result.

Suicidal..?

Suicidal to me are not attention seekers. This is how I see it, God? Or whatever you believe in, be it God, Buddah, Allah or science made everyone of us diffrent. We may share a few of the same qualities but we cannot be exactly the same. Suicidal people are people how have been given a disadvantage, they have less will to cope with certain situations. Put it this way, people with less will to cope are like thin glass, drop it and it breaks. You can't expect someome to harden the fuck up and get over it because its not like that, I dont tell blind people to harden the fuck up and start seeing again, its not fucking possible. Suicidals are just people with less will, but..we do have attention fucking seekers who have nothing more to do than to seek attention by cutting or crying, well if your one of those people and your reading this now, keep on reading.

Grow The Fuck Up Cunt.