Today I...

• Woke up
• Smiled
• Got up
• Talked to my boys; Zom+Joe
• Put on psychopathic music;
• Chilled;
• Waited for my uncle;
• Talked;
• Excited bout seeing my baby
• Waited;

• Got a phone call
• Frowned;
• Teared up;
• His dead.
• Txted Chase;
• Said I was sorry
• I hope she understands

Now Ill..

• Go to zomayas;
• Hang out for abit;
• go home.
• go to my family thing
• the morgue
• Come back
• Hopefully..
• Talk to Chase.

I hate this world
Its such a beautiful place;
With beautiful people;
But somewhere..
Something fucked up
Now the world
Full of Corruption
Violence
Rape
Death.

I didnt get to see my babygirl today;
I hate it...
I love her;
I miss her;
I really need her here with me..
She keeps me alive.
Im sorry;
I truely am;
For not being able to go today
I hope you understand.

You mean more to me
than anything else

Honest.