The Things That Make Life Grey

I hate this. Today I just found out two of my mates passed away..and what from? some fucking drunk driver..fuck. Sarah and Bryan are two of my closest mates .. and I know them so well I could write a whole book for them without even having to think.. They're the most trusted friends I've got and they've always been there for me..and to think I won't have them here no more...just sucks so much.. If there is a God, Your fucked. I can't see how you can take someones life away when they havent even done shit wrong...your as bad as a serial killer..

So this morning I got dropped off to the hospital to find out, Sarah passed away...I dunno who cried more..Me or Bryan, Bryan being her bf was obviously more devastated...He sat there in the car watching his gf die..fuckk thats just...messed up man, just to make matters worst the moment I got home Bryan's sister called telling me he too passed away... Karma...God...whatever you want to believe in, its messed up and twisted and fucks you over... If there is a heaven, when I die, I intend to tear it apart and drag it down to hell..Lets see your God now.

R.I.P
Sarah Neil
&&
Bryan Scott Wiltlin